Monday Morning Sunlight
Today is the first Monday after camp. Its 8:21am. I should be either sitting at my desk sorting through last night’s pictures while eating a bowl of either Mini Wheats or Raisin Bran, weaving through the kitchen trying to find the soy milk, or walking down the the swim center to take the camper cabin photos.
Dont get me wrong, I am tired. SO very tired. My body has finally had the chance to slow down and relax, and it hates it. I’ve found myself waking up at my usual time, (early) getting dressed & trying to find something that needs to get done. Yesterday morning, I woke up at 5:30AM!! I went on a coffee run with my step dad, sat out on the back porch with my parents.. it was lovely! And yep, I was ready to go back to bed by the time 1pm rolled around.
It was bitter sweet leaving Allaso, but I am happy to be home and with family again.
Attending church was absolutely awesome. Being there, in the church environment, with close friends and family was such a good feeling. Although I am dreading today, I know everything will be fine. I have found myself picking out things that annoy me or that upset me and I am clinging to them. I blame the events that are about to occur. Laying to rest someone who was so dear to me.
Lord, be with me today.
Amen.
