everytime i get comfortable..– ..life changes
my fears have worn me out. my fears have worn me out. time to come alive. pray.
half day or work tomorrow! wedding prep begins. no.not.mine.silly. tomorrow afternoon is laundry/cleaning/groceries even? perhaps! Friday is nails (mani/pedi) ~wooooo~ pack for a night in a fancy smancy hotel and a wedding on saturday! SO.ready.EXCITED to dance and eat and delight and celebrate.
im tired. I am so tired.. my brain has shut down. How can so many people ask one person so many questions. If I had your answers.. or if i knew.. I would have already completed the task JUST to avoid you asking. sorry.honestly. But i have a new respect during all of this.. im torn in a way. respect or not.so.much? just a little bit unfair/ridiclous/unexpected.
my cup is bone dry– energy.
cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out.. i just didnt know what to do. give me the strength to handle the things i think i cannot. emotions suck.
pray for me– for strength